It’s how you deal with failure that determines how you achieve success. – David Feherty
Failure. It's how I feel constantly, so I guess since I don't deal with failure well, I am doomed to not be successful.
I wonder where my want to do something, my want to be somethingwent? As morning light creeps into my bedroom, I lie in bed staring at the ceiling. Why bother moving, getting up, or leaving the bed, the day will go on without me. My internet world will not miss me. I am not a mover or shaker. I am a bump in the road that people barely feel as they carry on with their day.
Failure. I despise it. Yet I fear it as well. It keeps me gripped in a constant panic. A constant silence that is deafining to my ears. I roll over and put the pillows over my ears to try and keep the roar of it out.
Failure. Failure. Failure. Failure. I cannot move past it.